and...what's the reason for this pain again?..oh sorry..i forgot..you don't speak..weeell..you have to...cause i won't stop speaking and clouding up your mind baby....it's fun to do that...oh honey...you look tired...of my voice?...i'm so sor-..jeah..no i'm not...i have to be honest...there's no reason for lying...did you know that you were lying as you said you were an angel?...oh jeah..you're a bad person..and you gainsay yourself...telling others what they have to do but never did yourself...darling...you're falling...deep and deeper...and you'll probably never get up again...hey! don't say those things to me..i've never done anything to you...oh...i did?...tell me!...that was a complete different situation!...of course it was...eeh..you know i'm a different person than you, don't you?...I'm not like you!..i've never been!...and I'll never be..i'm just the opposite of you...how do you call me?....it was fear, no?...fear....fear is a nice name for something like me...but i think "motherfuckin' badass voice which freaks the hell out of me" is a nice one too...hei!..don't dream away...okaay..i'll be waiting for you...hei...what are you doing?...HEI! put the gun down!...don't...baby ..that's not okay!...it'll hurt!...and this will be your pain..not mine...i should go?..let me thing..aahm..no!...i'll never disappear...I'm in your mind..well...i am you mind...okay okay...not everything..but this tiny little part of it...hope...forgetable...you can't make me go away...not you.......not you...